01 November 2009

Its the end of the first chapter.

Oh yes I have ended my 1st ever real job in my life due to the end of my contract. My manager does want me to stay but I don't feel the satisfaction there. Its like I don't feel like I am in my element and its just not me. The job is easy. The pay is alright. But for a life long thing I just couldn't do it.

Besides this I want to try a lot of things. Have different kinds of experience just to widen my knowledge and be happy. I would love to be doing a lot of different things. I know I just could not make up my mind. Stress you know! A lot of people have been asking me what I wanna do with my life and I know I have been giving them different answers just for the sake of answering. Its like I wish I know what is it I want to do. But one thing that I hate most is when people starts telling me what I should be doing. Like seriously. Its like my life. Can I decide what I wanna do...haiz...I know people are concern but I seriously need time to think for myself. Its up to god If I am fortunate to get a great job and earn loads of money from it. To me this are all temporary and you never know when you are going to die. I want to live my life to the fullest and be happy. I feel like my previous 7 months have been kinda a waste of my happy time and I have lost my happy times. Ugh! How to get the best of both worlds as to be happy and earning money at the same time??

Hard life : Good life.

Hard to comprehend.

The best thing that I can do is be happy for now and try to sort my brains out.

Relationships will be another story to tell. As one I have no one yet to be serious with. Two I need my life to be sorted. Three I realized that this future person that I might be with does not have to handle any emotional baggage cause I have none. Hahaha...no worries for Ex-s...hahaha
Hooray to me!

Alright! Wish me luck for the next chapter of my life!

1 comment:

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