Nope

Lately I have been feeling lonely despite being surrounded by countless of company to fill my days. Yet all I feel is empty on the inside. I am hollow. Nothing excites me much. I've been putting on the happy face which I so think is sucky. I'm hating mushyness and closeness of any form. I don't know what hit me but I just know I am not me now. I think I might even hate myself which is very wrong. I hate what I am feeling and nothing is making me happy. No matter how funny a joke is I just feel so sad inside. What is wrong with me? It feels as if the Dementors from Harry Potter have sucked my happiness from me. Which never happen in real life? Ugh! why must I be so emotional?

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